Emptiness is something I often long for; and yet when I have it, I wish for it to go away.

Today I feel empty. I also feel like sobbing which is something I refuse to do with out no one around me which living in a dorm is impossible. I started back on my meds and I really  hope they work because I feel like I am drowning right now.

Alright this blog is going to be my ranting blog for things I don’t feel comfortable saying anywhere else.